Despre 2008

Si pentru ca asa este obiceiul, in ultima zi din an trebuie sa trag linie si sa adun, sa scad si sa fac o retrospectiva a anului din care au mai ramasa exact 7 ore.
2008 a fost un an extrem de interesant pentru mine. Anul asta am inceput sa aflu cine sunt si cum sunt. Un an plin de calatorii, plin de vise realizate, de sperante destramate.
Un an in care mi-am "asumat singuratatea" pentru ca mai apoi sa-mi pierd din nou mintile.:P
Deci, sa incepem cu retrospectiva:
Ianuarie 2008-Boring. In ianuarie nu se prea intampla nimik. Recuperare dupa sarbatori si multa multa munca.
Februarie 2008- Munca, hoti, spart apartament, aflat inca o data ca oamenii sunt mai importanti decat obiectele. Furla. :P
Martie 2008- Minciuna, risc maxim , calatorie de vis pe taram de vis. "The world is mine" attitude.
Aprilie 2008 -"Clipa sa ne despartim." Haos! Dead end. Start smoking a lot! Change of look. New haircut. Refuse to eat. Act foolisly. My mother's birthday, my soul teared apart! Panic. Questions with no answer!
May 2008- New attitude. New Friends. New me. Better me! Frankfurt-coafura rezista. Messe Turn-highest building in Europe. Found out that one good action can "delete" all bad actions. (Thank you for being by my side.) Make peace with me and with a good friend.(once not that good). Rezolvat problema baxului de apa. O sticla pe zi din frigider. :)
June 2008- My birthday! New plans. Huge party! Still- dezorientare. Moody. Panic atack. No vacation. Girlfriends & Cosmopolitan. Bamboo Mamaia....High heals. Very high heals.54 Kg New Me. Asumarea singuratatii. :)
July 2008 - Work. Friends. Traveling- Italy.Seaside. Rome. Rucola. Commitments. Secrets. Cosmopolitan. Running in the park.
August 2008-Holiday. Training. Alicante. My body burned by the sun. Huge white party. Good girl- No compromises.
Septembrie 2008-Barcelona. Gaudi. Sagrada Familia. No shoping. Catalonia. Bonding with my sister. Enjoy me. Back to work. Disapointing other. Not disapointing me.
October 2008- Oboseala. Munca din nou. SRM. Lupta- cu mine, cu ceilalti. Secrete dezvaluite. Greseli. Erori. Nimic nu e ceea ce pare. What is real and what is fake? No need for answers anymore. Doesn't realy matter anymore. Peace with myself and others.
November 2008- Work a lot. Learning a lot. Exams. Pitesti. Strange feelings. Imposible. No way! And still , what if...
December 2008- Working & Dreaming. Still, imposible?!!! But, what if.... Maybe, could be. Yes, for sure. Kinder from Mos Nicolae. :P
Trip back home. White Cristmas. Confession. Confession back. Lost my mind. Found myself.
Discover that I can acctualy do a lot more than stated. Lie. Trust. Belive. Hope.
Today-last day of the year- Wake up in a lovely way. Unbelivable. Is for sure. This year was not easy one, but the last day was lovely, and today is no yet over.... Blue eyes. My blue eyes. Snow. Oscar. White morning. Bezele. Summary of the year is done.
Concluzie: 2008 a fost un an de-a dreptul incantator. Cel mai bun an de pana acum. Atat de complex. Am simtit atatea si am facut atat de multe. Si cel mai important e ca mi s-a confirmat vechea vorba " Nu aduce anul, ce aduce clipa!"

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I just realised that no matter what or whome, it does not matter anymore....
It could be anyone, but it will not be him anymore.
Sad. Doesn't matter anymore! It just hit me and left me helpless.
Enjoy accepting this!
:(